PeanutButter

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Manila, Philippines
She is the kind of girl who is always smiling and loves to laugh. If you are falling down, she will be right there to pick you up. She is the one that always says sorry, even if it's not her fault. Even if she is feeling like the scum of the earth, she will never let you know. This is the girl who is afraid of love, because she has already lost so much.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

hello - goodbye

you're beside me like everything else is gone
the stars twinkle only for us
they suddenly fade and your eyes was locked with mine
the music dance along with the moon
fireflies dance as if they're fire crackers in the sky

so close with you, i feel so alive
so near you, i can feel your breathe
i can just stay beside you and die
i can just kiss you and fade away

and i open my eyes.
i have awaken from a dream.
or you can call nightmare.
because we know, it won't happen.
there won't be US.
us is a fiction
a fiction i can only write in my world of imagination.

we are so close, but still so far.

and i'm afraid and disenchanted that we can never go further.
it scares me more to know that i'm the only one who's afraid.

we've said our hellos.
now i'm saying my goodbye...

[goodbye.3]

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